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Tuesday, May 29, 2007


Just came back from mock exam.. Extremely busy for the past few days, thankfully, I've finally finish my individual project and my presentation slides. I'm left with the 3000 words essay which I hope I can complete it by tomorrow.

Actually I do not have anything to blog about but saw the tag left by 'unknown' so I decided to blog abt wat I've been feeling.

Sometimes, things happened were unpredictable. I believe each individual has their own ways in dealing with the problems. Unexceptionally, I have my own ways too. Even though I am uncertain whether my method in handling the problem works out or if it's the right way but I believe it is the best solution then.

At that moment when I read that blog, no one knows exactly how I really feel. To be honest, I felt pain, disappointed and angry. I thought of confronting him; asking for an explanation. But I clearly understand that there is no need to as I'm in no position to ask for an explanation and even if I asked, nothing changes. What has happen happened. In my perspective, telling people around things that happened and how I'm feeling is childish. I don't have to publicize my story around but I still would want to express my feelings coz I'm also a human. Thus, I blog about my thoughts.

I feel that everything seems to be just a facade as confessions were still made at that point of time despite what has been mentioned in that blog. So what's real and what's not? To be objective... if you were in my shoes, will u deem it as a facade?

I do not know what one word I can use to describe this whole r/s explicitly. I appreciate the effort he put into the r/s. In fact, I did not want to end off without even being friends.
I know everyone who makes mistakes should be given a chance. I did not set death penalty for one who wants to make up the pain caused but I believe perhaps it is a better way when there's no emotions attached.

No idea what response will I get...
I juz write what I feel and not serve as a mean to offend anyone.

3:55:00 PM
Mid-Summer Daffodils;